Every so often, I look at how my life has changed, and expect to feel resentful; I am surprised to find I am not.

Barthes, in A Lover's Discourse, somewhere (p. 169 'Clouds') speaks of spurned emotions as a sign for an other; thus, any resentment would be towards or for an other—a tantrum, a lashing out. But, for the most part, this lashing does not occur.

- December 24.